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I Feel Like A Failure Most Days
Failure is a subject close to my heart because I feel like a failure most days. This is probably my biggest shadow and I feel ready to put as much light as I need to overcome this issue.
If you look at my life, you will see that I had many negative experiences, but probably in the same amount or even more positive experiences.
(In this article, I will focus on the pain to understand why I feel like a failure. It’s a “public” exercise.)
I was an abandoned child and then a child adopted by two wonderful parents.
(The pain here is that I don’t have any pictures of me as a baby as most people do, and I can never know why I look the way I look, or if I am more physically similar to my biological father or mother.)
I was that little girl that didn’t have any friends to eat her food with during the first years of school, but later met amazing people that accepted and loved her with all their hearts.
(The pain here is that I never had a big group of friends that used to hang out together and it’s still friends. I was never a friend’s bridesmaid. And at the moment, I don’t have any close girlfriend that I can hang out with.)
I was that teenager longing for someone to love me, after many toxic relationships, including a bad divorce, I am a woman…
