It’s NOT About Damn Time; It’s About Damn Work
I missed you ❤
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So I am back. I have been feeling like writing for a couple of weeks now, and I feel like I have nice things to say. So I am back.
If you have been here before, you know that I struggle with my mental health, and after my parent’s visit back in April/May, I had some episodes. I can’t say I am much better, but I am working on it. The last time I wrote here was March 2022, so I took a 3-month- break, and that’s enough.
At the moment, I do feel very anxious, and one of the things that are making me anxious is the thought of not writing in here and losing my membership in the Partner Program here. I can’t even remember the last month I made a considerable amount of money here, but losing the opportunity of making any money is just stupid, and I am done with being stupid. Up to this moment, I have made £758.16 here, and this is money I made out of my passion, what I wanted to write about.
One of my goals for 2022 was to get 1,000 followers on Medium, but I haven’t been putting too much time or energy into that, so I am back, and my goal now is to write one article per week and get to 500 followers until the end of the year.
What have I been doing with my time instead of writing here? Well, I have lost 10kgs (over 20lbs) since January 2022. I now go for daily walks, go to the gym and do at-home workouts. I am also calorie counting which does take part of my day. I am tracking everything I eat every day. In December I am going to Brazil with my partner, so I want to be looking good (and feeling good). Also, I have written before about how My Brazilian Family Is Obsessed With Being Thin and going to Brazil to spend time with them is a huge trigger for me, which explains my obsession with getting my dream body to show off to them. I know I am still looking for their validation; I do therapy, thank you.
I am also working on growing an Instagram account and a Youtube Channel, which is both hard work and OMG. I haven’t gotten to a point where I want to share my achievements, but I am hoping soon I will be able to write about them here and help people that also want to grow their presence on Social Media. And that is another huge trigger for me because if you know me, you know I have always felt like a…
